Kamis, 27 Januari 2011

some facts about me

i am an expert type . U wont understand me if u dont know me a lil' bit longer . So here, i'll make it easier . I want u guys to love me for who i am .
             i dont really like an advice from ppl i think he/shes not so wise if i was pissed off . So, i could kick them out if they try to give me an advice . Do u want to know why? i guess so, i have my own life . ive known the risks and i know i'll through this . I dont want to hear that because i think .... they have to give themselves advices before they gave me first . They are not even better than me ;P even though they are right sometimes .
            i am not evil . i may hit u, kick u, or do something that hurts . but i never meant that, NEVER ! i always try to be good . But it always seems wrong .
            i am confused . If i want to be someone else, i couldnt . Cause theres something inside me that made me this strong . And until now, i still have no idea what it is .
            if i fell in love , i would never tell anyone who that would be . I've been sick of people who screwed me up just because i love someone they love . Yeah, thats why . i am sick of them, i cant have my right to love someone i love .
            I hate being judged , it could really pissed me off . Especially, when they dont EVEN KNOW me ! they better shut up .
            I can cry too . but i dont show it to many people . I dont want them to think i am a f*cking weak !
            I have a million dreams but i never reach any of them . yeah, what a sad life .
            I am FREAK ! IS THAT ENOUGH TO PEOPLE WHO THINK I AM A FREAK? YEAH, I AM A FREAK . I ADMIT IT . but theres something made me being a freaking freak . A past made me like this . And u wont understand -,-
            I want to die sometimes, cause i am sick and tired of my life . Too many arguments, too many tears, too many dramas , too many haters, too many of SH*T !
            I may be quiet, but my mind speaks out loud !
          




------ There are a million weird facts about me --------

And most of all, i still have no idea who i am -,-

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